Sweet Hermione




5th poem

This subject was really difficult for me. I wrote in the past four years hundreds of poems about myself but none good enough. this poem has made me realize so many thing about myself and somewhere it helps me a bit with the situation I'm in at the moment. 
I decided to start the poem with the moment I made one of my biggest mistakes ever. A mistake that is still following me every moment I feel down. It's emotional for me and somewhere I am really proud of it, because it gives me a good feeling about the past years.

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Years passed since the first time 
The first time in the passage 
I could scream 'till my lungs failed 
I could cry 'till my tears dried up 

The one moment of truth 
The one moment of betrayal 
The steps were easily made 
And the scars will never fade 

Lies and broken smiles 
It looked so easy at the beginning 
But then again 
Mistakes are so easily made 

Walking in the dark 
Searching for the light 
Knowing that going back 
Is the easy step 

I tell you I learned from my mistakes 
Knowing that I will still be lying 
And give you the broken smile 
Just to calm you down 

Will I ever learn 
To accept my mistakes? 
Will ever learn 
To live without the broken smiles? 


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