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Heey en hier is dan de volgende post.
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Walking in the hallway, seeing kids first years run and go crazy, makes me laugh.
Then I saw Malfoy, he looked very weird at me, as though he needed something out.
“Malfoy, can I pass. NOW.”
“No, sorry no cant do, find another way.”
I gave him a finger and turned back to my compartment, arriving there Lily got angry.
“Why did you leave me alone with Potter.”
“You weren’t alone, my dear, Remus and…”
“All right stop, just stay here.”
“Yeah wouldn’t go any where else.”
Looking at Remus by saying that, he had a smile on his face and let me sit beside him.
 I felt save protected, loved with Remus, he was my best friend, but I loved him more then just Friends.
“Remus, I,, never mind.”
“No tell me.”
“Its, just I thought we didn’t have any secrets, cause you wont tell me why you cant be with me.” 
I whispered the sentence and looked at Remus, his eyes were glancing when he looked at me.
“I’m sorry but, there’s a very big reason and a very long story. Just please lets just stay Friends.”
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I’d better go.”
I left a tear rolling, looking at Remus, and ran  away.


“What have you said now Remus, not the oldie, righdo?”
“I’m sorry its just not possible you must understand James. I’d better go after her.”


I ran, but then Malfoy stopped me, I looked angry but hurt at him, he tried to kiss me. 
I screamed and he went further, why didn’t any one here my scream.
“HELP. Remus.”
No one showed up, the bathroom door was locked, when he dragged me into it.
“Malfoy, let me go, now.”
“Sorry, your mine now.”
He started to un button my shirt, and went with his hand over my body.
I screamed and finally some one rescued me, it was Remus.
I went sitting on the floor, and cried my heart out, why, why me?
“I’m, sorry Remus. So sorry.”
“Its okay, you couldn’t help what he’d done to ya. I must be sorry, for just letting you run of by our self.”
I cried that’s the only thing I could do, Remus put my head into his shoulder and let my tears fell on his shirt.
I looked up and looked into his wonderful brown eyes, and so did he, in mine.
I went closer to him, when  our lips touched each other, he pulled back.
“I’m sorry, I love you, but its just not possible.”
I ran away from Remus, towards the compartment and sat down besides Potter.
“Alleys, what’s wrong?”
I shook my head and looked out the train, that was suddenly slowing down.
When it stopped, I couldn’t find Remus anywhere, so I walked with Marry Sirius James and Lily towards a carriage and stepped in, when Remus showed up, and was ignoring me.
I looked out the carriage and ignored Remus to, every one was staring at us I knew it.
“STOP.”
I said to the carriage and it stopped immediately, I stepped out, and was walking towards the castle.
“It will take you 2 hours to get there, come on and step back in side.”
I ignored Marry and walked trough, I was not planning to step back into that carriage.
Not while Remus, was in there a not telling why he didn’t want to be with me.

Chapter 4.

I was looking at all the bushed next to me on both sides, making me wonder what they would feel.
I felt badly, very hurt, couldn’t he just be with me, why couldn’t he tell.
Was it really so bad, my stomach hurted, I suddenly didn’t feel so well.
I couldn’t bare it, was I that of a ego tripper? Or was it just that I was eager to the truth.
The wind blew in my face, making me cold, and more lonely.
The flowers around me on this field, making me laugh, laugh about the time that Remus and I were playing in this field.
I convinced him to come along, so he did, in our first year we went here.
We had a great time, that memory hurt me so much, that I could cry.
But yes I did, my feelings showed them self’s and made me cry.

I entered the great hall, with every one looking at me, I was so cold I felt cold.
I suddenly blacked out, with to strong arms catching me up.
I felt that I was put down gently, on to a bed, a nice warm bed.
When I opened my eyes I looked into Remus’ brown eyes.
It made me feel warm again, as he held my hand, I looked around.
The room looked all red and gold, this bed was probably his in the boys there room.
“I’m sorry, again, I just wanted to be alone.”
“No I’m sorry again, cause I did not stop you.”
“I love you but still,,,,”
He couldn’t go further with his speech, cause I gave him a kiss.
He was not I shock he just stared at me, I  felt good kissing him, but he did not wanted me to so it seemed.
I walked away and closed the door behind him, I went out of the bed, and walked down stairs.
Arriving in the common room every one stared at me, I went to my sister, who hugged me tight and strong.

The next morning when I woke up, the first thing I did was looking to the picture of me and Remus. 
We were dancing in the ballroom, of the school and laughing. 
We had such a great time, I dream it over and over again in my dreams.
 I went to the shower and went under it after putting my clothes of.
Singing in the bathroom happy songs, like a roses song. 
It is about a girl that is in love with some one but finally after a long time came to him.
So that gave me hope, for me and Remus, after showering I put my clothes on, brushed my teeth, and went to wake the others.
After waking them, and there finished with there make up and sorts, we went down stairs.
I saw Remus and ignored him, walked right pas him, opened the door, and stepped out of the common room.
“Why aren’t you saying hello, or good morning at Remus? Thought he was your best friend.”
“He is I just don’t want to see him, not now.”
“What happened?”
I shook my head, once more and then stopped walking when I saw Malfoy.


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