melanietjah




When I saw this poetry contest, i became very exciting.
Mirrordreams is a great title and has different meanings for me.
When i read this word i was thinking of a girl with a terrible live behind her.
Mirrordreams makes me think that something is fake! I hope this is a little bit understanding! More i don't now to say about this!
kisses, Melanietjah

The Mirrordreams

Everytime I look in the mirror, I feel bad.
Trying to ignore the fake smile what covers my pale face.
The mirror makes me travel back in time, times of darkness and pain.
I am trying to ignore it, but everytime I see myself I feel the pain again.

It makes me sad, and angry.
Over and over again I see my lost family, when I see my blue eyes.
Maybe I look happy from the outside, but from the inside I feel like garbage.
It is al fake, I pretend to be happy but i'm broken.
People are thinking I feel good and i'm happy, but that's just the outside.

Mirrors are just a big lie, they only show the outside even when you feel bad.
Everyday I have to hold myself in, not to break the mirror into pieces.
Tears are falling everytime I look to the glass, again my faces is covered in dark mascara.
Always I'm am trying not to look in the mirror, but my legs are begging me to go.
My mind is driving me crazy, everyday he brings me to the mirror.
I can't control it, it's feeling like a drug.
I hope this feeling goes away, and i feel normal again.


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